Heidi, I am so sorry. *cross-country hug* I really think you should talk to your family and tell them how you feel. I'm sure they would hate to have you feel so alone; and they probably have no idea you feel this way. It's an odd thing when you have kids go away to school or anywhere else - your family life goes on and even changes while they are away just like theirs does, but the child who is gone remembers home just the way it was when they left.

I'm sure going back "home" and finding it different than you remember is difficult, but if you discuss it with your parents and your sisters, you can all work together to make it a good experience for everyone. Your parents (and your sisters too) would not want you to be so sad and miserable and alone. So dry your eyes and pick up the phone and call your Mom. Then let us know how it works out.

We love you, you know.... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]